What I fear...

I guess time really fly as fast as it's wing can carry it. I seems that only a few fast have past by but I thought from my last post has been recently happening, my little girl is getting less and less "malambing" to me and her mom. Too many factors has been to affect this change in my daughters attitude, me trying to push her away everytime she wants to hug me, sometimes trying to reprimand her things that she should have not or should have done. Another thing is this TFC (finding fault on TV hehehe), anyway Mara-Clara is another culprit, I don't know why it's very easy to sympatise with the Antagonist and not the Protagonist, it's much more easier to be like the Antagonist. Hayyyyyyyyyyy(sigh)

Anyway I'll do my best to revert whatever I can to let her know how much I love her.

Until then.

I Love you so much Ate Ganda

Every night my daughter will always make "lambing" (affection, fondness) to me, "Daddy pa-hug", "Daddy pa-kiss" or "Daddy, do you love me?". But somehow i try to reject her jokingly like i would answer, "Nope, i don't love you, i love Anakin" (her younger brother) and laugh about it run around whenever she's trying to hug me o try to kiss me. Right now she's 10 years old another 3 year and she will be in her teens and time really flies fast, i really should change how I treat her, i can never know when she will be hugging or kissing or saying i love you to another man.

I should atleast show her that i'm a father that she can run to whenever there problem in whatever aspect she will be encountering, i really have to change myself try to be more positive whenever she says something to me. Be patient with her whenever she's having mistakes, i don't want to wake up one day not hearing her saying "i love you daddy, pa-hug daddy, or pa-kiss daddy".

200 dollars to remove the stress

Hayyyyyyy (sigh) it's really a lot of money just to remove the stress that we are having both me and my bossing hehehehe. Though we know where still going to get paid, still the $200 will still be taken off our money hayyyyyyy. What eslse can we do? Next time check all your things then check them again and then double check again before we do anything to it that can really really harm not just our pockets but our clients as well.

Anyway it already happen, good thing is the website is online again our client will be glad it did , because I know if this night past again without any good news, will all be dead ;)

Night kenchan see you tomorrow, love you mommy and ate Ganda.

Getting ready to shift out

Getting all my things pack-up but before that need to get some boxes to put all my stuff. I'll be asking the office for the boxes so I won't have to buy from the store. Really excited and looking forward to moving in the flat I've rented for me and my family at long last I'll be with them again.



- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone